I stop, cuz I drop; I lost my self again.  Pushed myself past the top.
Tired I am, lost in this haze, almost being chased. 
Chased by my mind, a race I can not quit.  To quit I'd fall to the ground.
The invincible motivator would then punish me.  It would make me sick, it would punish me till I learned.
Why is it like this; why can't I be alone in here?  Who let it in?
I can't stop.  I can't be sick.  This is Hell.
Is it like this for all?